I still have it from a long time ago. It does mean a lot to me still in a bittersweet way.
Here are somethings that we shared that either came true or not:
-Go to six flags
-Help her move into university
-I go to her graduation
-Watch old movies all day
-Meet my family
-Go/move to Seattle
-Graduate from college
There are more personal things, all I can say is that this list helped me get through very difficult times as a teenager. Although I’m forbidden to say anything directly to you I will say this: thank you, I pray for you to continue being a happy person.
As I stand in front of my house, wearing but a shirt and shorts in 15C weather I realize something: I understand many things but I realize little. I have much to say but nothing really comes out. It’s as if any means of communication will come short of explaining my deepest inner feelings. Sometimes I wish we were capable of just conveying our emotions and feelings through touch, that when you put your hands to mine you see and feel all that dwells within me and vice versa. Alas, we are not Vulcan hahaha too bad cause that would be nice, don’t you agree?